We create every conflict there is. We fight other people's fights because we don't want to look at our own discomforts or pains... we feed conflicts by adding drama and our suppressed anger or resentment or sadness... we allow our Minds to take control from a fear based space rather than tuning into our hearts and following what is TRUE for each of US. We allow other people's judgements to make our opinions rather than actually listening to what is important.
So I invite you to ask yourself... what is important to you? What do you love in your life? What is holding you back? What have you grown out of? What are you scared to let go of?
What makes your heart sing? What are you not doing because other's opinions are holding you back? Where in your life are you creating conflict... where are you out of alignment... and let all of this surface and just be with it.
For me I am definitely going through a transition with our herd. I know my time with horses and ponies is not over but I also know that we have exhausted the land we have and that I am exhausted looking after our 10 beauties. Am I considering rehoming them - yes. Is my ideal scenario that I can still work with them and see them and get what I do to a wider audience.. yes! Do I want to carry the responsibility of them on my own anymore? No!
To get to this point I have gone through all the emotions - guilt, shame, uselessness, gratitude and knowing. They have taught me so much, enabled me to grow on so many levels and now I need to fly my wings to share their teachings, their wisdom... As much as seeing them on a daily basis and clearing up their poo is an honour... it is time for change.
I thank them for guiding me on my journey of transformation.
So that has been an internal conflict for me.. and it feels very good to have sat through all the discomforts and got to this moment of clarity. They are probably relieved too!
Face your conflicts. Make sure they are your own not other peoples. Of Course you can hold space to support others but I do believe we must not carry others as it only holds them back from their journey of growth. We need to empower each other not keep fighting for each other. We are all incredible beings and have the power to do literally anything we put our mind too... the key to this though is that the Mind is creating from a loving, kind place (the heart) not from fear and hate (the programmed subconscious). It is time for change and BIG change... no more fear based creations.... only those from LOVE.
xx
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